Meghan King Edmondsis no longer staying silent.

On Tuesday, theReal Housewives of Orange Countystar, 35,shared a lengthy blog postaddressing the recent rumor that her husband, Jim Edmonds,cheated on herwith their nanny,Carly Wilson. (Both Edmonds and Wilson have vehemently denied having an affair.)

“While I initially wrote it off because during several of these outings, his 22-year-old daughter was present, given his previous indiscretions, I was uncomfortable,” she continued. “Even more so when he started lying about where he was going or who he was going with—and deleting entire text conversations on his phone with several of these young women. (For the record, after thesexting affairhe had agreed with our therapist that he would be totally transparent and never delete messages or conversations and he would also keep his location available on his phone.)”

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King Edmonds then references a widely circulated photo of her husband and the nannyattending a hockey game together.

She then recounts hearing from a reporter out of the blue that a story would soon be published about Edmonds filing for divorce. “This is the first I had heard of it. Ten minutes later it was all over the world wide web,” she said.

She noted that there is no record of the divorce filing: “How did this tabloid have so much personal information? How did it know Jim had filed for divorce? Information that – to my knowledge – only Jim and his lawyer were privy to. Once again, the tabloids knew more about my marriage than I did.”

King Edmonds said she mostly grieves for the couple’s young children: twin sonsHayes and Hart, 16 months, and daughterAspen, 3 next month.

“I am broken for my family. I am buried in despair. I cry at the drop of a hat. But I am enduring. I will set an example for my children and I will teach them to love and respect people while also knowing how to condone unethical or wrong behavior. I will facilitate healthy, consistent, and ongoing relationships with their father and with his family despite the hurt I feel from them because my children should not reap the karma of my personal situations.” she wrote.

Edmonds, 49, did not immediately return PEOPLE’s request for comment. But on Monday, he posted a lengthy Instagram caption addressing rumors that he had cheated on his wife with Wilson, vehemently denying the claims and calling them “disgusting and irresponsible.”

“It’s one thing to be accused of something. It’s another thing to be so negligent and so careless, and ruin the lives of innocent young people,” the former MLB player wrote, in part. “I did not sleep with our nanny. She’s not just a nanny, she is someone that we brought into our house and promised to protect and look after while she was in our home. We have been treating and raising this young girl like she is our own child!”

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On Sunday, Wilson alsodenied that she had been sexually involvedwith Edmonds on her own Instagram account (which is private), writing, “The allegations arecompletely false.” (Edmonds did not respond to PEOPLE’s request for comment at the time.) The status of the couple’s relationship remains unclear.

Days after confirming that she and Edmondswere going to counseling togetherin the wake of his sexting scandal, King Edmondsuploaded a selfieover the weekend which she captioned, “So raw.”

Seemingly responding to cheating allegations, the mom of three also replied with a thumbs-up emoji to an Instagram user after the fan seemingly alluded to Edmonds being unfaithful with their nanny.

Around the same timeas his wife’s initial post, Edmonds shared a since-deleted photo showed a man holding a raised finger up to his mouth.

“My life,” he captioned the image, later posting another cryptic Instagram Story post that read, “No one can throw a bigger tantrum than a narcissist whose [sic] losing control of someone else’s mind.”

Dave Quinn

source: people.com